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end of ntu

for my 4 years in ntu, i felt like a complete stranger. I've made less than 10 friends there, and most of the times, i lunch and i attend lectures alone (thats when i even attend lectures).

I don't even feel its singapore in ntu, ntu is like little india, little vietnam and little china all 3-in-1. Now don't get me wrong, I have made a couple of good chinese, indo and vietnamese friends. But the fact is, ntu is overrun and overrwhelmed in them, their foreign tongues and their culture i cannot understand. Thankfully, im out of ntu, though i know out here, the familiar untamed influx of FT still stands.

I've met and unfortunately grouped with some of the shittiest people i've ever saw. I was sabotaged, framed. Still i got to admit I ain't powerful enough to retaliate their smelly shit.

Thankfully, i met my fyp supervisor kuiyu. That was the saving grace. Motivating and helpful, he recommended and gave me job opportunities. He told me my ass was the biggest (not literally) although i know there are tons of greater people.

Now, as i venture out into the 100-in-1 leaving the 3-in-1, i hope i can be the kuiyu that inspires me. I hope i can make myself a name. I hope money will comes with success, and not the other way around. I hope i still remember my humor (which i took alot of pride in), my childishness and a keen sense of looking out for others.

After all, whats good about life, if you cannot smile and take a good laugh at it?

i don't usually pen my thoughts these days

but sometimes when things happen, theres alot of emotion and you just need a bucket to put it in.

fathers isnt in very good health . he has been coughing non-stop this past week. Im worried because he doesnt take care of himself. Bought him a water bottle today. tomorrow i'm gonna wake up early to make sure he drinks water before going to work.

chiyoyo bought me an expensive gift today. i don't like it, not because i don't appreciate but because it's extravagant and theres a real sense of guilt.

come to think of it, how we sometimes treat our loved ones when we are troubled by mundane things, one ought to be ashamed of himself.

roar!

a new chapter is beginning ! start work, run, grow money,build family and smile!

man im graduating

few more months and im graduating.. yet to find a job.. all the good company arent looking for peons but then again not sure im good enough for them.

probably if i haven find a job by graduation and running out of luck i'll try to devise my own ponzi scheme and con some aunties around the neighborhood. Then ill call ma friends and "wassup man dude how are u doing. lets come out for some beer/games/waddever-that-interests-u"

AND THAT INCLUDES U

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can go knock the wall liao

mix up the date for advance theory.