i don't usually pen my thoughts these days

but sometimes when things happen, theres alot of emotion and you just need a bucket to put it in.

fathers isnt in very good health . he has been coughing non-stop this past week. Im worried because he doesnt take care of himself. Bought him a water bottle today. tomorrow i'm gonna wake up early to make sure he drinks water before going to work.

chiyoyo bought me an expensive gift today. i don't like it, not because i don't appreciate but because it's extravagant and theres a real sense of guilt.

come to think of it, how we sometimes treat our loved ones when we are troubled by mundane things, one ought to be ashamed of himself.