im sad

its so hard to swallow when u see something u believe in since primary 3 self-destruct in total cataclysmic failure. Yes newcastle is relegated, cummon u can gloat at them if u want to.

yes i know the players play with so old-fashioned, short-sighted,tired and one dimensional manner that even a championship club can do better. But do the club deserve it? Or do the fans deserve it? Yes the players can probably jump ship and leave,because they themselves don't have the heart to play in the first place, but for people like me who put faith every weekend just to see a glimmer of excitement rather than switch channels and cheer with a certain united which are probably the epitome of this sport, it is hard to swallow.

people who adored liverfool, MU, chelski and arsenal won't understand this. Their mouths sprout vulgarities at the merest sight of players taking an extra stride when sprinting, who are they to comment on anything when they haven seen everything? Do they relate instant success when they say, lets support the best?

I sympathize with shearer, who in stark contrast to the capitalistic management, GAVE and try to save everything in his dear club's ass despite his experience is only at level 0. that is the real passion..

of course newcastle can fight back, weakened but resilient, humiliated but humble. Im sure they do, because players, directors (particularly greedy and bad ones)come and go, whereas the club as a culture , as a faith to the devotees that worship them, is a incorruptible symbol.

BUT, until then, i guess i'll still be quite sad.