end of ntu

for my 4 years in ntu, i felt like a complete stranger. I've made less than 10 friends there, and most of the times, i lunch and i attend lectures alone (thats when i even attend lectures).

I don't even feel its singapore in ntu, ntu is like little india, little vietnam and little china all 3-in-1. Now don't get me wrong, I have made a couple of good chinese, indo and vietnamese friends. But the fact is, ntu is overrun and overrwhelmed in them, their foreign tongues and their culture i cannot understand. Thankfully, im out of ntu, though i know out here, the familiar untamed influx of FT still stands.

I've met and unfortunately grouped with some of the shittiest people i've ever saw. I was sabotaged, framed. Still i got to admit I ain't powerful enough to retaliate their smelly shit.

Thankfully, i met my fyp supervisor kuiyu. That was the saving grace. Motivating and helpful, he recommended and gave me job opportunities. He told me my ass was the biggest (not literally) although i know there are tons of greater people.

Now, as i venture out into the 100-in-1 leaving the 3-in-1, i hope i can be the kuiyu that inspires me. I hope i can make myself a name. I hope money will comes with success, and not the other way around. I hope i still remember my humor (which i took alot of pride in), my childishness and a keen sense of looking out for others.

After all, whats good about life, if you cannot smile and take a good laugh at it?